Nothing to lose? Lots to learn.

When I stretch my legs out onto the couch I feel like my feet are a mile away from my face. I've said it before but it never changes, I feel distant from my own body all the time.

I'm so scattered everywhere. I was talking to a new friend this morning in a cafe, and he said - "You know, I've never really met anyone that...talks..like you.. I've never met anyone that talks about the things you do. One minute you're..then you're.."

It made me stop and think. When I talk with people, I can not stick to one subject. I feel like quite an outcast among other people when I talk too much so I try to keep it simple, and for me, that is everywhere. But anyway, It made me think - I don't even know how to talk to a person and be "normal". How? What the hell would I talk about? People may not understand how I can be so different from them, but I don't understand how they can be so different from ME!

Whenever a friend gets told something that is supposed to be between them and that person, it tends to fall into my lap also. So if someone is telling a friend of mine something, they should probably consider that i'm also going to hear about it eventually. I find that really funny. I love it.

For the past.. maybe, year... I've been so, so visually inspired by everything. I go to people's tumblr accounts and look at what they are inspired by. Every move that is made could be turned to art by a video camera. Every look on every face is a part of life that I want to capture and put on film.

When people ask me where i'm from, I am never sure what to tell them. I was born raised and inspired by Montreal but my heart is everywhere and is influenced by all of the places i've been.

Peace, love, understanding, karma, and bullshit.